Without much research, I took a big leap — jumped off a cliff and I went to a new kind of retreat. I thought tantra + shamanism: two great tastes that taste great together, what could possibly go wrong? And My intuition was right. It was immersive and hugely cathartic. i let go of *so much stuff* I didn’t realize I was still carrying. I would have to write a whole book about it to convey everything that happened.
But I don’t want to.
I really don’t have much interest in writing about it, except for the pleasure of remembering the details. I feel no need to process it. I understand what happened and it was good. I feel changed, I feel things have broken loose and are shifting a lot now. So I don’t want to stop and write about it.
I want to go Live it.